Saturday, 10 May 2014

NO... IM HERE!

Hillo,
Before I get started on my real blog, I just wanted to update you. So, as you are aware, my nan isn't to great, but yesterday I got told some more news about her. She had a scan on her brain, and they think the cancer on her lungs have gone, but have moved to her brain instead. There is a possibility she has brain cancer, but they are only using the treatment to cure it, before they make it official. Sorry that I'm writing sad blogs, but that's whats happening in my life right now!

Right! Now for 'real' blog! So as you've heard of my best friend Nicole, we have a decking in the middle of the school and we always spend are breaks in there now. But yesterday, I 'thought' I saw Nicole, but she had her hair all crazy to discise herself from me! So I ran all sneaky up to 'her' and hugged 'her'. When I realized it was some crazy year seven that I've never met! But, the worst bit was Nicole was right behind me watching the whole thing, with her normal hair. She couldn't breath. But megija (the girl I hugged) just looked at me so confused, so I couldn't help but burst out laughing!

For the rest of the week, whenever I was with Nicole and we passed megija, Nicole would burst out laughing! I kept telling her It's not funny, but she took no for answer. However, Nicole did have her own little mistake... She thought she was cool walking backwards and talking to me. When she tripped over and landing on a teacher! The whole class saw her as we had all had come out of class! It was hilarious! So that's it for this week, BAI!





This weeks song is... People Help The People by Birdy, it's a oldie but I still love it!



Sunday, 4 May 2014

YOUR SO WEIRD, THATS WHY I LOVE YOU!

Hillo,

Long time no write, I'm extremely sorry, like I can't explain how sorry I actually am. So, for the past month I have wrote blogs, but just didn't have the confidence to post them, what I mean by that is because I haven't written for so long, I therefore didn't know how to introduce myself back into blogging again. I've had very, erm horrible things happen to me, I will say now this blog may be rather long!

So, my lovely nan, Jacquline aka nanny jack, has had cancer 3 times in her life, and she is 73 now, her most recent cancer was lung cancer, it was only a tiny bit, but it would soon spread rather large. She was diagnosed last year at the end of summer, and were I live our summer didn't end until September when I started secondary school. Great start, but everyone was confident she could get rid of it, she would simply have a operation to remove it. Easy. No, not really. Just before the operation my nanny got told she was too weak to have it, and if she was to proceed, she would die. The only other option was for her to have therapy and have it zapped, so that's what she did.

After all the therapy sessions had finished all we could do was wait, and wait, and wait, for result to get the all clear. If she was cancer free we were going to have a small family house party with strawberries and champagne, if it failed she would have no choice but to start kimo. Were she'll be sick, and not herself. My nan is my inspiration. She is confident. And strong. Nothing is going to get in her way! And that's way I love her so much. The day come were the result had arrived. Me and my sister was at school and all my Nan and grandads children (my auntie and uncles) went with them to find out the news, their is 5 children all together. As soon as my bus had arrived I ran home, I didn't leave the phones side. The phone rang. My nan was cancer free!

Brilliant! We can all get on with our happy lives and be proud of my nan. But recently, we noticed my  Nan's been acting rather diffrent, now we got the results in February, so it couldn't be side effects of the therapy. My mum took her to the doctors, and they said she needed to go to the hospital. My auntie Tracy come to check on nan, and called for a ambulance. In the ambulance nan didn't remeber anything. My auntie Trudy even told us she didn't even rember her own name, it brought a tear to my eye. But it's one more reason to make me achieve my dreams, my nan is gradually recovering from a stroke on one side of her brain, but I want to be a singer for her.

Moving on, my best friend Nicole, also made me cry, because she is so like me it's unbelievable. We like the Same music, and look alike, and have some similarity in our personality. But, I was having a down day because my nan had been told she had a stroke to one side of her brain, Nicole just sat there looking at me and said ' your upset aren't you, well someone as popular as you shouldn't be upset, even though you always say it's ok to cry. You know, your my hero, without you I'd just be a little weirdo sitting alone listening to sam smith. But your so weird, that's why I love you.' I burst out laughing and crying. She is like a sister to me, I no it sounds so cheesy and cringey, but I don't actually know what I would do without her. I struggled in primary because I was the only one who didn't like one direction, or the wanted. I'd much prefer to listen to Whitney Houston and David Bowie, but that's why enjoy where I am in life right now. I know who I am, and what I want to do with my life, and I think I've done it at perfect timing, because the amount of oppitunitys I've accepted are incredible, maybe one day I will achieve my dream...
That's it for this week, I do plan to post more often, but goodbye for now, BAI!




This weeks song is... Lay Me Down by Sam Smith, I'm obsessed with sam smith, he is such a soulful singer I just love his music.


This weeks extra bonus song is... Stay With Me by Sam Smith, like I said I'm obsessed!