Hillo,
Long time no write, I'm extremely sorry, like I can't explain how sorry I actually am. So, for the past month I have wrote blogs, but just didn't have the confidence to post them, what I mean by that is because I haven't written for so long, I therefore didn't know how to introduce myself back into blogging again. I've had very, erm horrible things happen to me, I will say now this blog may be rather long!
So, my lovely nan, Jacquline aka nanny jack, has had cancer 3 times in her life, and she is 73 now, her most recent cancer was lung cancer, it was only a tiny bit, but it would soon spread rather large. She was diagnosed last year at the end of summer, and were I live our summer didn't end until September when I started secondary school. Great start, but everyone was confident she could get rid of it, she would simply have a operation to remove it. Easy. No, not really. Just before the operation my nanny got told she was too weak to have it, and if she was to proceed, she would die. The only other option was for her to have therapy and have it zapped, so that's what she did.
After all the therapy sessions had finished all we could do was wait, and wait, and wait, for result to get the all clear. If she was cancer free we were going to have a small family house party with strawberries and champagne, if it failed she would have no choice but to start kimo. Were she'll be sick, and not herself. My nan is my inspiration. She is confident. And strong. Nothing is going to get in her way! And that's way I love her so much. The day come were the result had arrived. Me and my sister was at school and all my Nan and grandads children (my auntie and uncles) went with them to find out the news, their is 5 children all together. As soon as my bus had arrived I ran home, I didn't leave the phones side. The phone rang. My nan was cancer free!
Brilliant! We can all get on with our happy lives and be proud of my nan. But recently, we noticed my Nan's been acting rather diffrent, now we got the results in February, so it couldn't be side effects of the therapy. My mum took her to the doctors, and they said she needed to go to the hospital. My auntie Tracy come to check on nan, and called for a ambulance. In the ambulance nan didn't remeber anything. My auntie Trudy even told us she didn't even rember her own name, it brought a tear to my eye. But it's one more reason to make me achieve my dreams, my nan is gradually recovering from a stroke on one side of her brain, but I want to be a singer for her.
Moving on, my best friend Nicole, also made me cry, because she is so like me it's unbelievable. We like the Same music, and look alike, and have some similarity in our personality. But, I was having a down day because my nan had been told she had a stroke to one side of her brain, Nicole just sat there looking at me and said ' your upset aren't you, well someone as popular as you shouldn't be upset, even though you always say it's ok to cry. You know, your my hero, without you I'd just be a little weirdo sitting alone listening to sam smith. But your so weird, that's why I love you.' I burst out laughing and crying. She is like a sister to me, I no it sounds so cheesy and cringey, but I don't actually know what I would do without her. I struggled in primary because I was the only one who didn't like one direction, or the wanted. I'd much prefer to listen to Whitney Houston and David Bowie, but that's why enjoy where I am in life right now. I know who I am, and what I want to do with my life, and I think I've done it at perfect timing, because the amount of oppitunitys I've accepted are incredible, maybe one day I will achieve my dream...
That's it for this week, I do plan to post more often, but goodbye for now, BAI!
This weeks song is... Lay Me Down by Sam Smith, I'm obsessed with sam smith, he is such a soulful singer I just love his music.
This weeks extra bonus song is... Stay With Me by Sam Smith, like I said I'm obsessed!
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