UPDATE!

Hillo,

So... Long time no write. While I've been gone I've:

Been to Tunisia,

Rode a camel,

Moved up to year 8,

Lost ALOT of weight,

Had a new hairstyle put in

And mainly looked after my nan. But, other than that I've played music, listened to it and performed it to my family whilst on holiday (20 of my family members went on holiday but thats only from one side). I got dared by my lovely sister too do it, so I bit the bullet and jumped in the deep end. I sang How Will I Know by Whitney Houston, it wasn't my best but then again there was a rather large audience.

But that's not what I've planned to tell you. As you may know from previous blogs, my nan isn't very well. And she's been herself recently, clearing not walking yet but she's getting there. However, the other night my sister had sea cadets, so me and my dad took her, then we were gonna go see nan; as we do every night. She was rather chirpy, she looked perfectly fine, my auntie had gone upstairs to do the laundry and my dad was outside having a cigarette with my grandad. Until I noticed my nan twitching her head... 

"Nanny are you ok?" I asked,

"Yes baby" , she replied with tears rolling down her cheeks, holding her head.

"Nanny tell me whats wrong!?" I started to panic, so I ran to the bathroom and grabbed as many flannels as I could and started wetting them with cold water. I placed them on her head,

"Meggy don't worry about me I'm fine-" 

"No nanny your not, why are you crying?".

At this point my dad, auntie, and grandad had all ran in.

I remember my nan saying 'don't let them take me'. I just wanted to cradle her in my arms. My auntie called the paramedics, they were there an hour, in the end they gave her some tablets that were so strong they put her to sleep. 

A few days later, I hadn't been able to see her because I was at school and had homework, plus I was

super tired. But, my nan called my mum saying

"Can you tell megs to FaceTime me...I have something important to tell her". So, I did as she asked "Moogy! (She's always called me moogy since I was little) guess who's been to see me today?" 

"I've not a clue nana"

"God."

"But nanny you don't believe in god?" 

"I know, but he's been to see me. He told me I was the luckiest person he's seen all day. And he said I have a guardian angel. And guess who that is?"

I don't know nanny, Auntie Tracy?"

"Nope. You."