Hillo,
Long time no write, I'm extremely sorry, like I can't explain how sorry I actually am. So, for the past month I have wrote blogs, but just didn't have the confidence to post them, what I mean by that is because I haven't written for so long, I therefore didn't know how to introduce myself back into blogging again. I've had very, erm horrible things happen to me, I will say now this blog may be rather long!
So, my lovely nan, Jacquline aka nanny jack, has had cancer 3 times in her life, and she is 73 now, her most recent cancer was lung cancer, it was only a tiny bit, but it would soon spread rather large. She was diagnosed last year at the end of summer, and were I live our summer didn't end until September when I started secondary school. Great start, but everyone was confident she could get rid of it, she would simply have a operation to remove it. Easy. No, not really. Just before the operation my nanny got told she was too weak to have it, and if she was to proceed, she would die. The only other option was for her to have therapy and have it zapped, so that's what she did.
After all the therapy sessions had finished all we could do was wait, and wait, and wait, for result to get the all clear. If she was cancer free we were going to have a small family house party with strawberries and champagne, if it failed she would have no choice but to start kimo. Were she'll be sick, and not herself. My nan is my inspiration. She is confident. And strong. Nothing is going to get in her way! And that's way I love her so much. The day come were the result had arrived. Me and my sister was at school and all my Nan and grandads children (my auntie and uncles) went with them to find out the news, their is 5 children all together. As soon as my bus had arrived I ran home, I didn't leave the phones side. The phone rang. My nan was cancer free!
Brilliant! We can all get on with our happy lives and be proud of my nan. But recently, we noticed my Nan's been acting rather diffrent, now we got the results in February, so it couldn't be side effects of the therapy. My mum took her to the doctors, and they said she needed to go to the hospital. My auntie Tracy come to check on nan, and called for a ambulance. In the ambulance nan didn't remeber anything. My auntie Trudy even told us she didn't even rember her own name, it brought a tear to my eye. But it's one more reason to make me achieve my dreams, my nan is gradually recovering from a stroke on one side of her brain, but I want to be a singer for her.
Moving on, my best friend Nicole, also made me cry, because she is so like me it's unbelievable. We like the Same music, and look alike, and have some similarity in our personality. But, I was having a down day because my nan had been told she had a stroke to one side of her brain, Nicole just sat there looking at me and said ' your upset aren't you, well someone as popular as you shouldn't be upset, even though you always say it's ok to cry. You know, your my hero, without you I'd just be a little weirdo sitting alone listening to sam smith. But your so weird, that's why I love you.' I burst out laughing and crying. She is like a sister to me, I no it sounds so cheesy and cringey, but I don't actually know what I would do without her. I struggled in primary because I was the only one who didn't like one direction, or the wanted. I'd much prefer to listen to Whitney Houston and David Bowie, but that's why enjoy where I am in life right now. I know who I am, and what I want to do with my life, and I think I've done it at perfect timing, because the amount of oppitunitys I've accepted are incredible, maybe one day I will achieve my dream...
That's it for this week, I do plan to post more often, but goodbye for now, BAI!
This weeks song is... Lay Me Down by Sam Smith, I'm obsessed with sam smith, he is such a soulful singer I just love his music.
This weeks extra bonus song is... Stay With Me by Sam Smith, like I said I'm obsessed!
Sunday, 4 May 2014
Friday, 21 February 2014
WHAT DO YOU THINK?
Hillo,
So, I've been thinking because I haven't been keeping to my due dates on blogs, maybe I should change it?
So,maybe I could do it every other week, or I could do on random days or whatever you suggest; because not every week I have something interesting! Like this week not a lot happen, some stuff did happen but I don't want to share that.
I'd like to say congrats to David Bowie to his award at the Brits and to Bastille, Disclosure, And loads others, well done! I'm a big David Bowie fan in case you didn't know, I also love Sam Smith, Bastille and Disclosure pretty much everyone that actually went to the Brits. Even James Cordon AKA Smithy.
This weeks blog is going to be short but suggest which one you prefer and I'll see you next blog, BAI!
This weeks song is... Say Something by A Great Big World and Christina Aguilera, this so means a lot to me, personally. But, it's not everyone's cup of tea so, I going to suggest and bonus song.
This weeks special bonus song is... Addicted To You by Avicii, it builds so much plus I just like Aviciis music!
So, I've been thinking because I haven't been keeping to my due dates on blogs, maybe I should change it?
So,maybe I could do it every other week, or I could do on random days or whatever you suggest; because not every week I have something interesting! Like this week not a lot happen, some stuff did happen but I don't want to share that.
This weeks blog is going to be short but suggest which one you prefer and I'll see you next blog, BAI!
This weeks song is... Say Something by A Great Big World and Christina Aguilera, this so means a lot to me, personally. But, it's not everyone's cup of tea so, I going to suggest and bonus song.
This weeks special bonus song is... Addicted To You by Avicii, it builds so much plus I just like Aviciis music!
Tuesday, 11 February 2014
IVE HAD A LOT ON MY MIND!
Hillo,
I know I haven't been sticking to my due date for blogs, but I've had a lot on my mind. So, let me explain myself!
Monday-
On Monday it was my friend Jessica's (who passed away) birthday and I forgot about it! Also, I forgot about my guitar lesson therefore, I missed it because he wouldn't let me have a later lesson (when he clearly had nothing better to do!). So, at this point I could of cried and it was only Monday!
Tuesday-
On Tuesday, my pen broke this led to me having to beg people to borrow their pen! I hate begging it makes me feel like poor person.
Wednesday-
My favourite day usually, (because I have music) but not today as we had a supply who has no taste in music; and she doesn't even like music! So, my week just kept getting better and better!
Thursday-
By Thursday what else could go wrong? Erm... Maybe that I get told I have a assessment on something we haven't even been learning! I had no ideas what to write about, so I just put down a load of rubbish!
Friday-
MY LAST DAY OF TORTURE! Well, so I thought! I had a P.E. Assessment which included me having to do gymnastics! I'm pants at anything physical, I'm better a musical things! It didn't go to bad but, I know I could of done it better. Also, my friend told me she was doing the Young Americans if you don't know who they are please search them they are amazing! Last year I was in it, singing a solo! Anyway, back to the story, and I was like I've got to do it! So, I thought I'd ask the teacher Monday.
Saturday-
The only day of the week were nothing bad actually happened!
Sunday-
The worst day of all. My family and I were going out, and I was wearing a skirt and a polka dot shirt. It was rather windy and went to grab my skirt baring in mind I have my iPod in my hand, I dropped my iPod on concrete and It shattered! All of screen it teeny,tiny, little cracks. I had tears in my eyes. The worst week EVER!
Monday Again-
So, i could really do with a yes from the teachers to say I can do the young americans after the week I just had! But, no I get told exactly what I wasn't hoping for no. And the lady wasn't polite either, she was like " No, we don't need you your just a silly year seven!". I wanted to scream, but it's ok because their is more oppitunitys in this world and I'm not the only one who struggles! That's all for this week,BAI!
This weeks song is... I've Told You Now by Sam Smith! I love everything about him, his voice, his looks, his music i could go on forever!
I know I haven't been sticking to my due date for blogs, but I've had a lot on my mind. So, let me explain myself!
Monday-
On Monday it was my friend Jessica's (who passed away) birthday and I forgot about it! Also, I forgot about my guitar lesson therefore, I missed it because he wouldn't let me have a later lesson (when he clearly had nothing better to do!). So, at this point I could of cried and it was only Monday!
Tuesday-
On Tuesday, my pen broke this led to me having to beg people to borrow their pen! I hate begging it makes me feel like poor person.
Wednesday-
My favourite day usually, (because I have music) but not today as we had a supply who has no taste in music; and she doesn't even like music! So, my week just kept getting better and better!
Thursday-
By Thursday what else could go wrong? Erm... Maybe that I get told I have a assessment on something we haven't even been learning! I had no ideas what to write about, so I just put down a load of rubbish!
Friday-
MY LAST DAY OF TORTURE! Well, so I thought! I had a P.E. Assessment which included me having to do gymnastics! I'm pants at anything physical, I'm better a musical things! It didn't go to bad but, I know I could of done it better. Also, my friend told me she was doing the Young Americans if you don't know who they are please search them they are amazing! Last year I was in it, singing a solo! Anyway, back to the story, and I was like I've got to do it! So, I thought I'd ask the teacher Monday.
Saturday-
The only day of the week were nothing bad actually happened!
Sunday-
The worst day of all. My family and I were going out, and I was wearing a skirt and a polka dot shirt. It was rather windy and went to grab my skirt baring in mind I have my iPod in my hand, I dropped my iPod on concrete and It shattered! All of screen it teeny,tiny, little cracks. I had tears in my eyes. The worst week EVER!
Monday Again-
So, i could really do with a yes from the teachers to say I can do the young americans after the week I just had! But, no I get told exactly what I wasn't hoping for no. And the lady wasn't polite either, she was like " No, we don't need you your just a silly year seven!". I wanted to scream, but it's ok because their is more oppitunitys in this world and I'm not the only one who struggles! That's all for this week,BAI!
Friday, 31 January 2014
SOMETIMES WE HAVE TO CRY.
Hillo,
I know your thinking "hey you didn't post last week!". Well, I had my friend, Grace, come round and I haven't seen her in ages. So, I thought it was rude to write a post when we're trying to catch up. Am I forgiven? Anyway, your thinking by the title "whats happened?".
You know how I said my of my friends past away, well lately ive been a bit sad. On Wednesday lunch, in music room, I just had the biggest cry I've had in ages. My friend kayleigh ( we both grew up together knowing the girls) ran in the music room, as soon as she see me crying she immediately burst into tears with me. All I remember is whispering to her " Sometimes we have to cry, it's ok.". In the end, there was 20 of my friends crowded around up in a group hug. It just made me think how lucky I am, and that everyone has a story to share.
I also started singing lessons last week, I sing every Wednesday. Last week I sung Jar Of Hearts by Christina Perri, and this week I sang Make You Feel My Love by Adele, and in March I'm a Singing The Power Of Love by Gabrielle Aplin. That's all for this week, BAI!
This weeks song is...Rather Be by Clean Bandit I LOVE this song so much it unbelievable; but then again i say that about every song!
I know your thinking "hey you didn't post last week!". Well, I had my friend, Grace, come round and I haven't seen her in ages. So, I thought it was rude to write a post when we're trying to catch up. Am I forgiven? Anyway, your thinking by the title "whats happened?".
You know how I said my of my friends past away, well lately ive been a bit sad. On Wednesday lunch, in music room, I just had the biggest cry I've had in ages. My friend kayleigh ( we both grew up together knowing the girls) ran in the music room, as soon as she see me crying she immediately burst into tears with me. All I remember is whispering to her " Sometimes we have to cry, it's ok.". In the end, there was 20 of my friends crowded around up in a group hug. It just made me think how lucky I am, and that everyone has a story to share.
I also started singing lessons last week, I sing every Wednesday. Last week I sung Jar Of Hearts by Christina Perri, and this week I sang Make You Feel My Love by Adele, and in March I'm a Singing The Power Of Love by Gabrielle Aplin. That's all for this week, BAI!
This weeks song is...Rather Be by Clean Bandit I LOVE this song so much it unbelievable; but then again i say that about every song!
Friday, 17 January 2014
OUR NEW LITTLE FRIEND!
Hillo,
So, if you read my last post you'll know I was quite excited for Monday. All morning my friends had been constantly bugging me about lunch time, and I was like ' Yeah, can't wait...*smile*' when really I was thinking ' Oh my god what do I do, what if there is actually a ghost, what if it's my friend that died?'. My fake smiles soon got busted, my friend had Sussed out that I was dreading going to the music room. But, she never told my until she had scared me! My ringtone is Ma Baker by Boney M, and at the begging it says ' FREEZE... IM MA BAKER PUT YOUR HANDS IN THE AIR AND GIVE ME ALL YOUR MONEY!'. I had only told this one friend my ringtone, so no one knew what it was. The time had came for me to go to the music room. There was already a guitar in the little room we were in so I had no excuse to leave the mini music room to get a guitar. While I'm still trying to look alpha woman I'm nearly wetting myself because of the creeks and footsteps we hear. The Silence begins. Suddenly, 'FREEZE... IM MA BAKER...' The look on peoples faces was hilarious I could not breath. But, as we all stop laughing we still hear someone laughing with us? Eyes staring at each as we freeze with terror. My friend thought she heard someone ask her to be her friend. * Bell rings* 'saved by the bell' we hear someone mutter quietly. I quickly shuffle to my class thinking I was the only one who heard it. But, everyone did in the music room. Who knows what it was but, that's all for this week,BAI!
This weeks song is... In A Perfect World by The Sam Chase. I want you to listen to this and just clear your mind for a second then think about what you want to do with your life? Or what did you achieve last year ,is there anything you would change? Maybe, there's something you have always wanted to do but never been able to do it, because the only thing holding you back is you. Listen to this song , buy it, be obsessed with just listen to it and do what I told you to please!
So, if you read my last post you'll know I was quite excited for Monday. All morning my friends had been constantly bugging me about lunch time, and I was like ' Yeah, can't wait...*smile*' when really I was thinking ' Oh my god what do I do, what if there is actually a ghost, what if it's my friend that died?'. My fake smiles soon got busted, my friend had Sussed out that I was dreading going to the music room. But, she never told my until she had scared me! My ringtone is Ma Baker by Boney M, and at the begging it says ' FREEZE... IM MA BAKER PUT YOUR HANDS IN THE AIR AND GIVE ME ALL YOUR MONEY!'. I had only told this one friend my ringtone, so no one knew what it was. The time had came for me to go to the music room. There was already a guitar in the little room we were in so I had no excuse to leave the mini music room to get a guitar. While I'm still trying to look alpha woman I'm nearly wetting myself because of the creeks and footsteps we hear. The Silence begins. Suddenly, 'FREEZE... IM MA BAKER...' The look on peoples faces was hilarious I could not breath. But, as we all stop laughing we still hear someone laughing with us? Eyes staring at each as we freeze with terror. My friend thought she heard someone ask her to be her friend. * Bell rings* 'saved by the bell' we hear someone mutter quietly. I quickly shuffle to my class thinking I was the only one who heard it. But, everyone did in the music room. Who knows what it was but, that's all for this week,BAI!
Saturday, 11 January 2014
BACK TO SCHOOL!
Hillo,
So, sorry about the delay of my blog post I had school work to do! Anyway, I was so excited to go to school for some reason? I just love school, because of my friends and the great laughs we have. Oh, speaking of great laughs, on Fridays me and some of my friends go to the music room and do some singing. Now I'm a big believer of ghosts and my friends, keely and Shannon, think there's a ghost in the music room. So, I come in all ' I'm not afraid of ghosts'. There was a trophy that just moved on its own everyone was freaked out! But, me and my friend Emily stay put. All of a sudden one of the posters fall from the wall and music starts playing on my phone. I , personally, have never ran so fast! So, I'm really excited for Monday to check it out again. That's all for this week, BAI!
This weeks song Is... Roses by James Arthur
So, sorry about the delay of my blog post I had school work to do! Anyway, I was so excited to go to school for some reason? I just love school, because of my friends and the great laughs we have. Oh, speaking of great laughs, on Fridays me and some of my friends go to the music room and do some singing. Now I'm a big believer of ghosts and my friends, keely and Shannon, think there's a ghost in the music room. So, I come in all ' I'm not afraid of ghosts'. There was a trophy that just moved on its own everyone was freaked out! But, me and my friend Emily stay put. All of a sudden one of the posters fall from the wall and music starts playing on my phone. I , personally, have never ran so fast! So, I'm really excited for Monday to check it out again. That's all for this week, BAI!
Friday, 3 January 2014
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Hillo,
HAPPY NEW YEAR! So, it's 2014 can you believe it? I can't. Last year went so fast, it was unbelievable. But I would like to thank everyone who helped me move on. As last year I had to move to secondary school. And if you know me well enough, you'll know I hate changes. If something changes I'll change it back. That's how much I hate them. If my mum bought me a different deodorant I'd give to my sister and by the same one next time. So it was a big step for me, but we did it and I love it at my new school, it's amazing! I have tons of friends and new goals that I've set.
Speaking of goals, I thought I'd share my New Years resolutions:
1. To lose a 1 stone and a half in weight,
2. To adapt to my surroundings,
3. Take opportunities I'm given,
4. Don't rush into things too fast,
5. And try to stop panicking.
Yes, there were a few you might not understand, but they are my New Years resolutions, tell me yours in the comments. That's it for this week, BAI!
P.s I like to say a HUGE THANKS! To everyone as I reached 100 pageviews thanks for reading my blog and I hope you enjoy them!
This weeks song is... Salvation by Gabrielle Aplin, I got her C.D for christmas and it is brilliant defiantly recommend it!
HAPPY NEW YEAR! So, it's 2014 can you believe it? I can't. Last year went so fast, it was unbelievable. But I would like to thank everyone who helped me move on. As last year I had to move to secondary school. And if you know me well enough, you'll know I hate changes. If something changes I'll change it back. That's how much I hate them. If my mum bought me a different deodorant I'd give to my sister and by the same one next time. So it was a big step for me, but we did it and I love it at my new school, it's amazing! I have tons of friends and new goals that I've set.
Speaking of goals, I thought I'd share my New Years resolutions:
1. To lose a 1 stone and a half in weight,
2. To adapt to my surroundings,
3. Take opportunities I'm given,
4. Don't rush into things too fast,
5. And try to stop panicking.
Yes, there were a few you might not understand, but they are my New Years resolutions, tell me yours in the comments. That's it for this week, BAI!
P.s I like to say a HUGE THANKS! To everyone as I reached 100 pageviews thanks for reading my blog and I hope you enjoy them!
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